{ it's been six years since the candle was first blown and a cloud of darkness sneaked inside our hearts promising more longing and yearning... we wake up in the mornings thinking it all happened yesterday.. or maybe just the day before... when pain is so deep and is strongly enrooted within us, it always feels like it was just 1 night old...
Every person in this world wishes to go back in time to undo things and perhaps do things that were ought to be done... and just like any other person in this world, I wish for that chance right this moment to re phrase my words and ask you to stay longer and show me what you were excitedly telling me about while I was yelling at you wanting you to leave so that I can continue my sleep....even though at that certain moment nothing was wrong with the situation and was normal enough between family, today, I realize what a jerk I was to send away a precious someone that I did not know will one day leave for good ...}

I *heart u*

Excuse my absence, I have so much going on in my life , so much commitments and so much seriousness that i might explode any minute >_<", but thanks God for everything, I do come out with good outcome from everything at the end of the day :) .. and btw, i am trying to get over one of my biggest fears.. i wonder if it will work?

how i misssssss having the time to read! all I can get these days are 3 or 4 pages of Scarlet once or twice each week, i wanna do some deeeeeep reading like when u EAT the papers! but when?

A question: does too much shopping really reflect our stresses?