Just when we start to convince ourselves that life is not that bad we bump into a story that draws a thousand question marks above our heads.. the WHYS never have a because, the WHO always puts us in disbelief and the WHENS make us wish that we were not born in this period of time... we can never drag ourselves out of other people's problems because as normal human beings, concern & sympathy are part of us...

The decision that I have made two and a half months ago have started to somehow become clearer to me, it was a big step that I had to take and I wasn't even sure if I could do it, but now I am content that I am able to handle it all, I mean, many people can so why can't I ? people are expecting the best of me so enshallah I make them all proud :) ...

I had a wonderful dinner meet up @ Coco's with two precious relatives  and the cutest KidoO ever! it's so weird how time has passed so quick until I have come to see one of you a mother and the other a mother-to-be! *hugz*...

I just noticed the DXD lol

anyways, THIS is dedicated for dam3at el 5a6r .. girl, don't ask me about the picture because i just NEEDED to use it! lol Love you girl, may all your days be sprinkled with you favorite MIRO perfume :P..

I might be on a big BRB until the beginning of December because so much will be going on, wish me luck and Thaaaanks a zillion for all of you who pass on my website :)..

Chawz..

Monday 14-11-2005 - 6:30 pm

{ I have never seen such sorrow and grief in a person's eye like I've seen today.. from your eyes I learned how cruel life could be for some people, & how patient and content people like you exist despite of all the tough life tests they're put to... for a moment there I wished I was I was able to grab a pencil and list down all the things and people that bring me happiness in this world and drag the list down under your name.. for a second there I was ready to live your life and let you live mine... it's painful to know that your close people don't seem to make things easier for you, & instead they shower you with words that force your eyes to cry out such painful tears....
Stick to your strong faith and trust in Allah... it's the only thing that's holding you into one piece and giving you the strength to go on.... }

I've been extremely busy these days that I have no to time for my website @ all.. and I guess the difference in date between the last updates is pretty obvious...
Even though my day seems so short , I can't stop myself from playing around with my sister lollypop and create hand made stuff, I've always liked to make things by myself since I was a child, and now I find myself stuck with the same habit all over again!...

too bad that the crystals aren't set properly

*GIRL* should have been added under dxb :P

the pinky crochet cover is made by lollypop to warm my fat ugly phone, ain't it cute?

Did I mention me being busy lately?.. well well, in order to gain more time I have started to stay up late, not that I plan to do so but just when I start to feel sleepy I commit the mistake of having a cup of milk & Nescafe that immediately buries my drowsiness into God knows where..

ill leave you with guys with a new wallpaper & some words taken from a book that I have been going through and enjoying.. it's such a light and fun read..

- لا تطعن في ذوق زوجتك فقد اختارتك أولا -  لووووول
- يقول المثل الصيني، إذا أردت أن تنجز عملاً فأوكل به مشغولا.
- يقول دايل كارينيجي: تعلم الاختلاط بجميع أنواع الناس، وواظب على الاحتكاك المستمر بهم، إلى أن تتمهد الأجزاء غير المتساوية في عقلك، وهذا ما لا تستطيع أن تفعله إذا كنت في عزلتك
- لا تجادل الأحمق، فقد يخطئ الناس في التفريق بينكما.
- يقول الإمام الغزالي – رحمه الله - : قلوب الأحرار قبور الأسرار
- أصعب من علم الكلام فن الصمت.
- يقول شكسبير: المهزوم إذا ابتسم، أفقد المنتصر لذة الفوز

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