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{
عن أبي
هريرة رضي الله عنه ، عن النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم قال :
"
إن الله اصطفى من الكلام أربعاَ : سبحان الله ، والحمد لله ، ولا إله إلا
الله ، والله أكبر . فمن قال : سبحان الله كتب له عشرون حسنة ، وحطت عنه
عشرون سيئة ، ومن قال : الله أكبر فمثل ذلك ، ومن قال : الحمد لله رب
العالمين من قبل نفسه كتبت له ثلاثون حسنة ، وحطت عنه ثلاثون سيئة
" رواه أحمد
}
Sunday 17-10-2005 -
2:30 pm
I do not understand why people are fond of walking behind what they
believe is right, without really finding it important to listen to
others points of views.. No matter how much we've suffered in our
lives and how much experience we think we have possessed , it
does not mean that we are officially the best decision makers around,
neither does it put us in a status where consulting becomes
insignificant...
I also don't get why when people face relationship problems,
they blame it on their sensitivity , for God's sake we're all human
beings, we all have emotions and are sensitive to specific actions or
words or even people, but we are also gifted with BRAINS, with just a
little bit of thought we can figure out right from wrong, and if you
still say you're sensitive and emotional then you can as well FEEL
right from wrong!.... it's pathetic to ruin any kind of relation ship
just because you cannot absorb specific behaviors from people around
you.. if every word said and heard from the other side makes you roll
your eyes out of annoyances or send glances to the people who agree
with you and know what's on your mind, SHARE that thought with whoever
that's irritating you, because they might as well convince you and
show you that you're the one who's over reacting and over judging
things... am i even making any sense here?
Urghhh...! some attitudes really disgust me....
{ ..... when I wakeup from my sleep every morning, the first thing I
set an eye on is the pile of books that are stuffed onto the desk near
me.. I go through the titles and ask myself, when was the first time I
ever read a book?.. I turn the pages of my memory and stop at my
childhood years and find myself sitting next to my great grandma in
the living room that I often see in my dreams... Me.. sitting next to
her on the floor holding an old rusty book that's full of notes.. her
own notes and some that belong to her grandfathers before her... she
points out to a specific page.. a specific line and ask me to read ...
she wasn't an illiterate ..she knew how to read and write.. but age
had already weaken her sight... I would start to read and she would
correct me every now and then without having to look at what I am
reading.. it used to amaze me how her memory worked for a woman her
age... I would go on reading the words... a second I find her
smiling or even laughing out beautifully... and the other I find her
tearing because of what she heard.. they were mostly poems.. religious
poems that I read for her.. poems of Ali ra'9ya Allah 3anh and
Al Imam Al Shaf3i...
Today, I lay on bed and close my eyes.... I start to picture her
room... I can remember the beautiful smell.. her bed that was just a
couple of prayer mats piled on top of each other...yes she was down to
earth with every single meaning of the word..... the shelves that were
in her arm reach were filled with little boxes .. hundreds of
cassettes... small pieces of clothes... and on a little lower shelve,
she kept the bubble gum she used to give us everyday... on the floor
next to her was a little oven with cups and pots scattered around
it... on the other side were her precious books... back at that time,
even before I became a reader, I used to treasure them... to me they
seemed too valuable for me to touch for most of them were inherited
and exceeded a 100 years of existence...
{ الموت يأتي بغتة ، والقبر صندوق العمل }
اللهم ارحم موتانا موتا المسلمين واجمعنا وإياهم في
مستقر رحمتك
آمين
Sunday 9-10-2005 -
8:40 pm - Ramadan Kareem!
{مبروك
عليكم الشهر}
Two and a half weeks since my last
update, did I neglect my website intentionally? of course NOT..!
Have you ever heard about Etisalat before? well... I need to
get my hands around each and every neck employed there :P .. I know
that I'm cruel but excuse Moi , thanks to them I've spent the last
couple of weeks thinking that I'm living in the early 60's without the
internet connection!
When will I stop beginning my updates
with a complain? uurgh
anyways.....
Don't we all just LOVE Ramadan?.. it's
sad though that it always runs pretty quickly, lets just hope we all
get the best of it enshallah... I have a lot of plans to be followed
until after Ramadan as well, I just hope Allah provides me with a
strong will now and forever...
So how are my days going by?... I
actually got used to waking up early even when I have nothing to do
(9 to 10 is considered early right?) ... after spending my time
out of home until 4 or 5, I come back home to start a tutoring session
for my cousin that takes about most of my evening.. after that I spend
the last remaining hours reading a book, or simply laying down doing
nothing @ all..
Dreams.....
My sleeps have become a series of
dreams that are either so quiet and mysterious or too noisy with a
thousand things going on at the same time... many people have visited
me in my dreams & their faces seem so vivid to my memory right this
moment... I have learned to trust my dreams, and most of all, I no
longer feel surprised when i see an exact dream scene happening right
in front of my bare eyes...
Thank you.....
to all the people that were caring and
left me sweet comments in my comment box.. although I do not really
know most of you but truly, you are all so special and and are for
real worth being called pals :)..
Before I forget, I recommend you all to
watch
Amr
khalid's show on Iqraa Channel .. it's called
على
خطى الحبيب صلى الله عليه وسلم and
it's showing daily at 1:00 am.. don't miss it guys, I guaranty you'll
all glue your ears and eyes and definitely your hearts to the screen
and wouldn't notice when a tear have started to roll down your
cheeks....
{
Dam3a... majoreen enshallah... he'll be fine bethn Allah... }
