Sunday 30-4-2007 - 2:22 am

I had this urge wanting to update from class right after my presentation! yes, i finally did my first presentation for this semester and honestly? all week long i've been telling myself that ill do FINE and much better than others! of course i still had this voice inside of me telling me (ooooh remember? u always shiver like a sick person and sound like a chocked chicken and miss-pronounce a hundred words while presenting) but i kept on reading all quranic verses that i could think of just to calm myself lol .. what was terrifying as well is that i was the first to present, and a class of over 45 students is more than i could dream of lol... but it went well i guess, especially that i showed a clip of Nintendo Wii which excited everyone and earned me a good mark! God you could never imagine the relief i felt right after everyone started clapping, it felt like i already was handed my bachelors degree hehe i still can't believe am done!

so done with my presentation nightmare PLUS my midterms, i feel like i could finally rest for a while untill my soon to be finals, if u care to know, i did well in all finals except FOR the horrible math, well i dont care, i reaaaally dont care anymore as long as i get a passing grade in it.. i wont stress myself about this awful science :P

as usual, like the typical me, i have started reading a big fat novel (during my midterms) , The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas.. truly a master peice..

"..I have always been more afraid of a pen, a bottle of ink and a sheet of paper than of a sword or pistol.." The count of Monte Cristo...

It's not time to make a change
Just relax, take it easy
You're still young, that's your fault
There's so much you have to know

our Dr Saeed's Cute Art s

Sunday 22-4-2007 - 3:48 am

a friend once said to me "it's wrong to go shopping with you, because you like everything!" i actually never thought of this before but i reckon it's very true! you wanna shop for books? clothes? accessories? gadgets? food? makeup? shoes? stationary? stickers? toys? mean less things that don't even have names? well im interested in everything lol ok now am not supposed to be happy about this (but aren't all girls like that? lol) , I should really control myself .. i keep telling her that OBJECTS cannot make people happy, but to tell the truth? they do! so anyways, out of a sudden, I decided to organize my book shelf which is officially stuffed and has no more space left.. and i noticed that i have bought some books twice accidentally.. do you ever do that?... i seriously suffer from shopping disorder as well as memory loss ....


at least it's a different publication :P


some of the novels i've read long ago...


AWG was here, a compliment on the top right corner from dam3a:P and the rest by yours truly :P

 

 

Friday 20-4-2007 6:44 am

who said anasheed are all about Jihad?.. actually the question is, what issue do those anasheed not cover? worshiping Allah... praising prophets peace be upon them.. faith... the prophet's companions... patriotism... nationalism... peace... happiness... sadness! wisdom... nature... good & evil.. right and wrong... friendship.. brotherhood... parenthood... marriage... life.. death... life after death!... betrayal... loyalty... beauty!... and even LOVE.. yes love!.. the best and the only eternal love.. which is Love in Allah....

I love the old nasheeds... here are a few of the ones i have stuck in my head these days... most of them are about Palestine... and are very very old...

خذوا قلباً تحجر كالحديد
خذوه وارجموا كل اليهود
خذوا روحي تظللكم جميعاً
فما عاشت ترفرف من جديد

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أسير آلامي... أمضي بائساً وأرى
ديني جريحاً فهل أمسى بلا سند؟

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سأل الطفل الحائر شادي.. يا استاذي أين بلادي؟
اني أسمعهم يحكون عن بيتي عن وطني الغائب
عن كرمتنا والزيتون وربوعٍ صادرها الغاصب
كل رفيق من دفقائي يحكي عن وطن يهواه
وأنا وطني ملىء دمائي لكني لا لا ألقاه

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اقتلوني مزقوني.. أغرقوني في دمائي
لن تعيشوا فوق أرضي.. لن تطيروا في سمائي

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موطني.. موطني..
الجلال والجمال والسناء والبهاء في رباك.... في رباك...
والحياة والنجاة والهناء والرخاء في هواك... في هواك...
هل أراك.. هل أراك؟
سالماً منعماً وغانماً مكرماً؟
هل أراك.. في علاك؟ تبلغ السمم.. تبلغ السمم
موطني.. موطني..

and this final one is dedicated to my soul mate :)

هذه الأغصان مالت مع نسيمات الأصيل
وخيوط الشمس قالت "قد دنى وقت الرحيل"

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Tuesday 10-4-2007 1:28 pm

Just now I got back from university after repeating my math quiz which I've missed last week.. & oh God, i don't wanna remember the mess i made on those papers... the problem is, its was eaaaaaaaaaaaaaasy i know it all! but once my mind is stuck, then it's stuck, full stop! no use squeezing it!... i just hope I pass at least, i mean getting a few marks is better than not taking the quiz and getting a ZERO right?... i took the exam in some teacher's office where my sociology teacher sits.. so all the time im sticking my head in my exam paper.. 30 mins passed, and then suddenly Mr. Sociology starts a conversation & asks me: So, what do you teach in this University? i stared at him shocked for a while... and imagining myself as a teacher lol ,then i said: "am i student.... in your sociology class! And am repeating a quiz right now"..... and so his face went blank, and he remembered me after mentioning my name....
he fell silent again n i kept on making up math equations from my head... and again after a while he said:
So, who allowed you to prepare & do your work here in the teacher's offices? did you take permission? ok.. now this fellow teaches sociology along with psychology, shouldn't he be a teeeny weeeny bit smarter than he sounds? I spent some time explaining the situation for this man, and he ended up telling me how our sociology quiz will be tonight! and a few minutes later, I find myself looking back at my papers, remembering how to solve one question i left, i started writing down the 1st sentence when my math teacher suddenly arrived n took my paper! Owaaaaa i could've earned a couple of marks on that question!.. so thanks for my dumbness and Mr. sociology, i will be receiving a shameful grade =( Math to me is a disaster... a disease.. a catastrophe... a curse! name it whatever you like, but I cannot grasp it, numbers are just not friendly!... not to mention the math symbols that are even worse.. the world would have been a better place to live in if we didn't need to study math, now don't go on telling me how important it is to every single thing around us, because I don't caaaaare! it's none of my business and will never be ! :P lets hope i pass this subject, ok?