ونحن على موائدنا،
نسينا
أنينَ جريحنا وَدَمَ الصَّريعِ
كأنَّ خضوعَنا القاسي
لسانٌ
يقول لأمَّة الإسلامِ: ضِيعي
نعم واللهِ أخجل من
أُصولي
تموتُ على يديَّ ومن فُروعي
وأخجل من قضايانا
تُعاني
ولم تفرحْ بجهدِ المستطيعِ
نعم، واللهِ، أخجل حين
تُطوى
سجايانا على هذا الخضوعِ
عبدالرحمن صالح العشماوي
Thursday 10-8-2006
- 9:09 pm - down
I hate it so much when am all agitated about something so silly...
sooo not worth it & soooo easy to solve with only a word or two, u
know my biggest mental problem is that i have difficulties expressing
myself & my views with certain people *shrinks* i feel so stupid and
naive .. this feeling totally sucks..
3 weeks from now i will be making up my mind as for how many classes i
can enroll myself in .. i hate the registration process with all the
bunch of students around.. i hate the registration staff & i get
depressed if i do not find vacancies in classes with perfect
timings... have you noticed that am in such a hateful mood? >_<'
MUST Do List:
▪ im supposed to work on a website design, when the design is required
to be simple, i just get totally lost..
▪ Tidy the books in my room
▪ Try to find some TIME for my dad's website
▪ Find out why on earth WORD PRESS installation is giving me a
hard time
▪ Finish Reading Pride And Prejudice because i can't hold
myself from not watching the movie!
▪ Gain weight & HEALTH! can we GAIN health a9lan? lol
▪ I must finish setting my last trip Albums,
Chiang Mai album is ready by the way!
▪ And most importantly I HAVE TO FIX MY CURSED & INJURED Fuji
*cries he eyes out*
Oh man, can my update be even more crappy and meaningless? why do i
feeeel this way ..
A couple of weeks ago i received those lovely cubes from the sweetest
girls in Damas, don't
you just love seeing your work in shape? :P well i do!
{ I do not love you, what I feel for you is something no one
has yet set a word for..... some feelings are better left undefined
....}
Let me vanish quickly before I make up my mind to destroy my website
as well as everything else.. my therapy right now would be to call
HER, no one can heal like
her
GONE
Sunday 1-8-2006 -
11:40 pm
e77em, has anybody noticed that I've started updating once each month?
:D ..Well!! I've been back from vacation almost 2 weeks ago.. week 1
was a disaster with the internet connection down and I was suffering
from complete boredom with nothing to do all day long, yet, am really
glad I've finished reading a couple of books such as:
1-
Angels & Demons by Dan brown
2-
عيناك يا حمدة
3-
خيول الشوق
4-
Belief in Allah
by Omar Al Ashqar
As for the novel "In
Lucia's Eyes" by Arthur Japin, I've decided to just stop
reading it because it was a completely helpless case , I did not keep
on track with what's being said nor did I find the whole idea of it
interesting, maybe the fact that it's a German book translated into
English that made many things just slip away and the whole book became
somehow meaningless to me - I would not recommend it to anybody out
there ( but I still do love the cover :P)
Just today I have started reading the classic
Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen, I'm still in the first
chapters but so far so good! this morning
She smsed me while she was
watching the movie, and it was the same second I grabbed the novel to
start reading it ;) *heart*
i love the painting
{ there i sat.. thousands of miles above the ground, lonely
although surrounded by many souls... what I saw had made my shoulders
soften after being straight and confident... tears were locked with
tens of metal padlocks while the keys were swallowed forcefully in
order to be kept from sliding down my cheeks... i thought of the days
I had became so hateful towards you.. unforgiving to your mistakes...
avoiding to your company... and forbidding you from my love... does
time heal? yes I believe, for I had learned to withdraw my hatred
towards you and replace it with the same old instinct love... but
after those years have passed I wished you would at least have some
respect left towards those whole cherish you the most....I pray
for the old days like dry earth prays for rain...}
Before i leave, don't forget to pay a visit to Lollypop`s lovely blog..
i adore the layout!
