I spent last week in my room, facing my laptop, and jumping from one website to another... it all started with
watchislam.com for I suddenly remembered that someone has recommended me to watch a video there months ago but I forgot all about it..
this was the video, its about a Christian Preacher (changed his name to Yusuf Estes later) talking about how he turned to Islam along with many members of his family, that was back in 1988 I believe...its a must see, his story is amazing... I was impressed by how Allah chooses certain people and guides them step by step to the right path... sb7anallah I got attached to the videos and started searching for more of them on the web, I came across lots of interesting websites which I immediately bookmarked..
While surfing different places I eventually ended up in the famous
Youtube, which of course most of you already know about.. I typed down the word ISLAM to see what results I'd end up with.. & to tell you the truth, I didn't expect lots of positive files to be posted there, especially that it's an international website where people from all of the world can share clips.. anyways, I was impressed by the amount of beneficial clips I found concerning Islam, so I started watching one after another happily, just until I noticed that members were allowed to comment on the files.......... WHAT on earth is wrong with non Muslims?! I am totally pissed off of their lame & low attitudes! I pity them honestly.. they deserve nothing but plain pity...
when they're asked, what's Islam? they'd say:
Islam=terrorism
hmmm, what's the total Islamic population worldwide? I searched for that and it turned out to be around 1.79 billion in the year 2006... so let's see, if Islam means terrorism, then there are about 1.79 billion terrorist in the world, so now, if WE the terrorists are that much, why don't we go on killing all you non Muslims out there? i mean it would be easy enough for more than a billion people to wipe you off the face of earth in a couple of weeks, wont it?! the question is, why don't we ?? { Islam never tolerates unprovoked aggression from its own side; Muslims are commanded in the Qur'an not to begin hostilities, embark on any act of aggression, violate the rights of others, or harm the innocent. Even hurting or destroying animals or trees is forbidden. War is waged only to defend the religious community against oppression and persecution, because the Qur'an says that "persecution is worse than slaughter" and "let there be no hostility except to those who practice oppression" (Qur'an 2:190-193). Therefore, if non-Muslims are peaceful or indifferent to Islam, there is no justified reason to declare war on them.}
You people live on our lands, earn from our money, eat our food & walk around our streets safer than a baby in his cradle, but still you're just sick enough to deny all the good you see from Muslims, your nothing but followers of you own media, it's where you get your education from actually! (not to forget that your media taught to you the bad language you use on us) ... you talk about democracy? picture this: Millions of people from different nationalities, races, tongues, ages, all in one place, wearing the same clothes, standing side by side, doing the exact prayer facing the exact same direction, worshiping the same god, ALLAH, all at the exact same time.... isn't this pure democracy? you cannot reach this state, your too busy hating us, and whom you call illegal immigrants and African Americans, your too busy trying to figure out whether Jesus is God? or if Jesus peace be upon him is God's son.. you people cannot understand the Trinity but you still call your fellow Christians to believe in it...
Again I repeat, you people have no respect towards even yourselves for if you do have a drop of respect, you wouldn't use the word Jesus in swear words and comedy movies, while WE the terrorists say "peace be upon him" each time we hear, or mention his name... I simply wish people would stop judging ISLAM on what a number of Muslims do .... you could say MUSLIMS suck, but never is it accepted to be said about the religion of Islam, just like not all Christians, Hindu's and Jews know much about their own religion, there are many Muslims who do not follow Islam properly.... get the point? well no of course you don't, you're nothing but Haters...
Im sick and tired of all of you and you know what? I really wish I was a terrorist! to scare you chickens away by just saying BOW haha
Wednesday 14-2-2007 -
7:24 pm
I haven't realized how busy and distracted I get until I have found out that i missed my friends birthday, I totally forgottttttttt AWG, plz do forgive me, it took me exactly 10 days to realize that we're already in February! happy belated birthday my dearest, 20 is just the start! don't let the number upset u, it's way better than being my age which am already depressed about lol...
you've grown wiser, but you'd always be young at heart for this have never changed in u ever since I first got to know you back in grade 9.. your friendship is one that I would cherish forever and ever, we don't always come across people whom we can be ourselves with =) ...
remember? ;) I lock the moments I spend with you, in the deepest point of my heart
I miss
you these days, but at the same time, I am wishing you a happy journey.. some crazy thoughts came across my mind yesterday, those types of thoughts that immediately engage me, making me live them with all their sides.. automatically pouring tears of denial, shock, pain and big loss down my cheeks.. they say Pisces's are very imaginative, and I cannot agree more, for my imagination can drift me away from reality taking me right to the world of what if?
To AD Queen, please accept my apologies. I promised to respond to your tag but it took my forever for some serious reasons.. you have asked me to answer a very tough question...myself? Gosh I really suck at this lol..
firstly, im a Pisces! how are Pisceans like?
- They are usually gifted in anything creative from designing to music
- They can't say 'no', but I'm seriously working on it.
- They like quiet places and beautiful surroundings.
- they are kind, thoughtful and caring but they have a tendency to drift away from people and responsibilities :D
- Pisceans sometimes cannot understand themselves
the Piscean personality is the most unworldly one in the zodiac. It is the poet, the dreamer, or the psychic who enjoys being taken away from the mundane reality of everyday life. If Pisceans become trapped by circumstances in any one place, they will seek solace from their own inner world.
- Pisceans can inflict or receive, considerable suffering when they enter into a guilt-ridden phase..
- They are absent minded most of the time
- They find it difficult to make up their minds on any issue
in simple words, we're a mess haha
other than sign wise, - I have switched schools and universities through my 20 years, and right now, I do not mind switching again! if I do find some interesting new major (don't tell me parents) but it's all a learning process ey?
- I am very picky when it comes to food, once I like something, it would take me years to get over it and try a new thing!, it took me 10 years to try a different baskin robbins ice-cream flavor, get the picture? lol
- I do not like to deal with Local men, they irritate me,
- I have recently learned not to judge people based on their nationalities (forget the previous point, its an exception LOL)
- I have only read 50 books
- I absolutely hate Nokia
- I actually started to believe that my tiny koochi koochi sister is mine :P
- I always spend my money on useless things
- my biggest bless in life after Islam is miracle :)
- I am a very shy person, but once I get to know you, I would talk to you like I've known u all my life lol
- I admire Hamid Zaid's poems
- if I was a song, I'd be Soledad
- if I was a nasheed, I'd always be
this one
- if I was a color, I'd be black
- if I was a shape, I'd be a square
- if I was a number, I'd be 7