Saturday 28-1-2006 - 6:06 pm

{ Sometimes you cherish someone with all that you've got ... you feel great when they're around, your heart rests when you see them resting and it even hops up n down in your chest when you find them in joy... you love to hear  their voice run through your ears and pass every single vein in you.. their smile automatically draws a wider smile on your own face, if not a silly giggle... you do not care how much conversations you share along with them because with both of you, silence is worth a million words... sometimes you might get into silly or even serious understandings with them.. you call them names & they do too.. you start to curse them and they curse you back.. but deep inside you smile, because you know that no matter how many bad things you would say to them , you know that you can never mean it in a million years.. and you know that they would forget in a second or two.. never ever longer than that ... }

Forgive me for my absence! i seriously started to imagine my website with loads & loads of dust around it with 1 or two spider webs on the pinky nose! don't u think that time is passing waaaay to quickly? well to me it is, & it's dragging a whole new experience for meee... ill be starting uni really soon by the way, I just hope i get along with the weird atmosphere, I'm sure ill be looking left & right with teary scared eyes searching for my DeRosa ...

anyhow, did i mention that i finally got my baaaaby ? :D ohh yeah I just looooove holding it with both my hands &  peeking through the view finder hehe, Canon EOS 350D is my fat baby but Fuji fine pix 4800 is my LOVE I promise I wont neglect you nor hand you over to my greedy brother :P...

once upon a time in December, me & her promised our selves not to buy books & instead, finish reading a good deal of the ones we already have, but neither of us kept this promise because the disease is spreading! lol so people, beware!


i need new shelves, these books don't stop falling upon my face every morning

am off to read this book & complete belief in Allah by Al Ashqar... miracle don't give me this look now :P!.. i know that i'm taking my time.. but before I go.. again & again, Thank you everyone for all your comments whether they're in my guestbook or comment box :)

Friday 13-1-2006 - 4:00 pm

Since the last time i have updated ...
- we stepped into 2006
- we lost another smile... Sheikh Maktoum Bin Rashid may his soul rest in peace...

 { اللهم اغفر له وارحمه وعافه واعف عنه وأكرم نزله ووسع مدخله واغسله بالماء والثلج والبرد ونقه من الخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض من الدنس وأبدله دارا خيرا من داره وأهلا خيرا من أهله وزوجا خيرا من زوجه وأدخله الجنة وأعذه من عذاب القبر ومن عذاب النار..  اللهم اغفر لحينا وميتنا وصغيرنا وكبيرنا وذكرنا وأنثانا وشاهدنا وغائبنا اللهم من أحييته منا فأحيه على الإسلام ومن توفيته منا فتوفه على الإيمان اللهم لا تحرمنا أجره ولا تفتنا بعده  }


- Sharon kept on holding onto life way to strong :P malat!
- A quiet Eid passed by .. dragging along a lot of memories..

{ the only equation in life that seems to be way too hard to grasp is your loss.. i miss you.. with every passing breeze... }

{ a good, yet a small action from you can bring tears of happiness to our eyes straight away...& can make us build a million hope in 1 second.. how?... & why?... }

I've spent the second day of Eid in RAK - 3awafy along with my beloved family.. it was a beautiful day that reminded all of us of how things used to be before and how good it felt to just relive it in a way....
although it's too late but Eid mubarak to all of you =)

I do not feel like updating but I have promised my cousin to add the 3wafy Album today.. so here you go shaikhoh .. CLICK!