Its been long? i know! it's always when i have so much to say that i
do not update, it's weird, but its SO me..
I would like to Congratulate all the
UAE
nationals and residents for
winning the Khaleeji cup for the first time, it's about time we join
sports history with some victory ey? :P I never thought I'd get
excited, even at the time when i used to love soccer, I never really
watched matches, was only interested in playing myself, or figuring
out players, a typical teenage girl lol... despite all the fuss and
joy, i still think its a silly sport haha
Next semester is pretty soon, I've decided to only add 4 subjects, AND
put more effort into them, its such a shame that my previous grades
were awful, to me at least. It's never satisfying to get just a
passing grade, especially in subjects that are silly and don't even
require much studying, I learned my lesson, no more laziness, no more
skipping presentations, and defiantly no more joining careless useless
groups for my group projects! I got stuck with such a lame bunch of
girls, where I ended up doing all the project myself, not to mention
that they didn't even do the power point which they promised to do.. I
REALLY REAAALLY wanted to just approach the instructor and tell him
that I did everything myself! and make them all hate me for life, but
I didn't.. IF, Allah forbids, I go through this again, I will
complain, because 1st, im not willing to graduate with a low GPA, I
know my level, am an A,B student!, second, my relationship with
everyone in this uni is quite shallow, ya3nee.. I don't care if they
do hate me for life and the life after lol...
I am kinda satisfied with myself these days, I finally uploaded my
fathers website with its new look! (but its still not completely ready
though) Gosh it took me years , my father never stopped nagging and
nagging and nagging, I needed the nagging, or else it would've taken
me centuries... :P
Okay, lets get things cleared here, I have a confession to make , I am
officially SICK of this layout, Extreeemly sick of it actually, I
wanna change it, and replace it with something more professional
looking, with a different browsing style.. I NEED to stop using the
3afan front page and move onto dream weaver, I should
seriously start using a blogging publisher such as wordpress <--
have tried it and ended up with an error that ruined my mood.. Did
I also mention before that I am sick of my nickname as well? lol what
was I thinking calling myself dxbgirl? didn't I know there are like
half a million dozen girls out there using it? but Oh well, I don't
think I'd change it after all these years...
Life with Apple is not easy, but it's BEAUTIFUL lol
ya katoooooooooooooooooot
Dani
just one last note for my friends, cousins and
sisters whom i know check this place regularly, PLZ do not invite
me to go to the movies, and don't hate me if i refuse to go, I simply
made up my mind that it's enough, i do not enjoy it anymore for many
many reasons, which are more than enough for me.. other than that, i
will not hesitate to be in your company, XOXO
Tuesday 2-1-2007 -
3:51 am - a new year
you did not wrong me,
you never did..
but it's all because
you wronged yourself..
Why do we human beings always
give ourselves excuses for our mistakes? for our sins? for our
problems that we do not handle properly? why is there ALWAYS a way to
draw the blame far away from us, and throw it onto someone else?..... Why don't we standup straight and admit our faults, if not to
people, then to ourselves? Is it weakness? is it coward ness? is it the fear of learning
who we really are.....?
Dear
stranger ...
I do not at all deny my part of the
mess you are in, I will not accept to be the good person in this
story, for I am not infallible... neither will I remind you of the
past... today, I will only say,
"
frankly my dear, you are a
stranger... "
Define stranger? a person whom we are
unaccustomed to... it may as well be someone we do not understand...
someone whose thoughts seem weird and confusing... someone we do not
believe we share something in common with... someone we feel better
while having distance in between....
Hate? not at all... we do not
necessarily hate a stranger... we smile at his jokes.. share a cup of
tea with him and even chat to about a silly incident ,but never do we
share our secret inner thoughts with a complete stranger...
Why you are a stranger? because the YOU
I have always known, is GONE.. because you claim that the person you
are right now is the real YOU that I never knew....
or wait, am I the stranger?....
for if I am, maybe I should place myself in the lines above...
