"Figures dancing gracefully across my memory....."....
i woke up from a dream.. that seemed like reality.... it reminded me of things i do not really know if i did actually live!... faces i knew very well in some life... others i knew personally ..... the family was happy to see us after so many years.... they invited us in... and i greeted all members of the family except for the boy i once knew.... but when did i know him? how?... in my memory he was a childhood
neighbor... but knowing my neighborhood, the house my memory holds does not exist.... in my mind, i know that his house is just around the corner.. i'd walk straight up the road, and get into his house so that we can play in their garden..... what did we play? i do not know... i
don't seem to remember his name either....
i stayed on bed wide awake, trying to remember all the neighborhoods i've ever lived in.. none, none of them seemed to have his house in!,,, could he be some1 i've met in a dream? because as weird as it sound, i do go through this sometimes.....
maybe i never knew him after all.....
Saturday 7-7-2007 - 5:31 am
I didn't intend to neglect my blog for THAT long ... TIME is my issue, my only excuse... well not really my only one... im also too moody when it comes to blogging, i only blog when i have nothing on mind!
this is how last semester went (am actually pleased
despite the lovely fat D) :
- Education = A
- Sociology= A
- Introduction to IS= B+, i messed up in the final
- MATH= D , now this blowed up my GPA, doesn't matter as long as i've passed it... we are 13 in the class, 2 got a C, 6 FAILED and the rest got D's... so considering the situation, a C is an A, and a D is a B :D....
despite my busy
schedule, I've managed to have a lovely time with
Miracle roaming around Dubai aimlessly lol ( in this lovely
weather that brings nothing but pimples :P!) i had "pleasure of life" for the first time since 2 years!....
"Those truly linked don't need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart, Their friendship is as true as ever..."
I also had the pleasure of seeing my sweet daughter
ALWASLGIRL twice , and soon for the third time enshallah...
n she's "peacing" next to a cute phone chain she got me :) so now ur dream came true huh? lol
" must everything have an explanation?... a meaning?... yes....
but an explanation?......"
".... He: it all depends on your intention... if you keep on expecting to end up with a messed up being, then thats all ull get, but if you pray Allah to bless you with the most suitable , the one who you will gladly make happy and sacrafice your life for, then for sure, Allah will give you that rare one along with lotsa happines...
Her: you know pretty well there are no longer real men in this world, they fall into specific types, either TOO RELIGIOUS who wont let us breath, or TOO CARELESS even towards thier families, and ofcourse, those reaally reaaally rare ones who balance thier lives.. the rare ones are either taken or TAKEN !
Me: "silent"
Him: " arguing" .. trying to give her HOPE
Her: " arguing " ... not convinced
Me: "Silent"
Her:
(to him) why doesnt she say something?!
Me:
"smiling"...
Her:
I fear for her, for she doesnt understand lotsa things i guess!
she'll suffer!
Him: I, unlike you, I fear her! those who do not reply at
the same time have a lot of things going on inside thier heads
which like i said, only makes me more afraid! أصعب من علم الكلام فن الصمت
